My feelings written on a McDonald's napkin

I can’t put into words what I’m thinking
Most of the time.
Hanging on the edge, looking out
Over the possibilities and the
Plethora of opportunities that
Exist for my life in its current state.
Lets take a couple steps back now
Examine everything that is
Set out in front of me here.
Something’s telling me I need to
Let my heart win this time,
Yet everything else is saying,
Imagine what would happen if you did.
Now I'm just stuck, with a little over a year
Left to untangle this mess
Of life and love that I'm wrapped up in
Vagueness is settling into the future but
Eventually it all will become clear